I was a publishing director and was looking forward to embracing a new day of work, as always，that morning．
I would always turn to the crossword, but that day it didn't  31  I'd been doing it for 30 odd years, but trying to read this one was like treading through syrup（糖浆）: 32  slow and hard． I thought I must be tired． I said to my assistant． The 33  colleague contacted my wife, Beth, and she drove me straight to hospital． There, confirmation came that I'd had a stroke in the part of my brain that 34 communication． I was now in a condition that means it's difficult or 35 to receive and produce language． It was the only time I 36 ．
I was back at home a week later, and my goal was to get better and  37  Work in a couple of months． The way to  38  my language ability was rough． I'd look at simple pictures and try to describe them as my mind  39  round and round in the darkness, looking for words．
As the months passed it became  40  that I wasn't going to be able to go back to my old job． For 25 years, I had  41  myself as a publisher． I was used to a busy day of meetings． I enjoyed colleagues and the 42 I'd had． I didn’t feel ready to say goodbye to my old self． There were times when I felt incredibly  43 ．
In the darkest months, I devoted myself to  44 ． I couldn't manage novels or newspapers,  45  I tried reading poetry, and found the shorter lines less overwhelming． My speech came back, and I learned how to read again, though much more slowly． I also learned the  46  to keep up． I allowed myself to slow down, and started to enjoy it．
47  , I rid of my old skin． I grieved the past, its passing and its absence, and started to 48  it． Now,  10 years  later,  I look after my grandson a day a week, and my relationship with my family is deeper than ever． If you'd asked me 15 years ago to  49  the importance of the things in my life I might have said work, but now I'm no longer a high-achieving publisher． I'm a  50         man． 

A．wear off B．make any sense C．count up D．pay off

A．temporarily B．scarcely C．incredibly D．savagely

A．curious B．reserved C．rigid D．concerned

A．calls for B．deals with C．suffers from D．responds to

A．practical B．absurd C．impossible D．innocent

A．prayed B．cried C．failed D．withdrew

A．contribute to B．agree to C．return to D．appeal to

A．obtaining B．rebuilding C．revealing D．improving

A．slipped B．doubted C．wandered D．reckoned

A．messy B．flexible C．straightforward D．self-evident

A．informed B．estimated C．reflected D．defined

A．extinction B．reward C．agenda D．status

A．angry B．acute C．prejudiced D．merciless

A．speaking B．trying C．writing D．managing

A．since B．until C．SO D．as

A．favor B．patience C．coincidence D．comfort

A．Gradually B．Hopefully C．Narrowly D．Annually

A．keep up with B．come to terms with C．get around to D．live up to

A．arrange B．compare C．rank D．declare

A．genius B．community C．dignity D．family